Just for reference, here's the 20 songs from yesterday. Who knows, I may do it again today. ;-)

1) "Give a Man a Fish", Arrested Development, 3 Years, 5 Months and 2 Days in the Life Of...
2) "Seven Bridges Road", the Eagles
3) "King of Pain", the Police
4) "Time Will Tell", the Black Crowes, The Southern Harmony And Music Companion
5) "Sirius", the Alan Parsons Project
6) "Where the River Goes", Stone Temple Pilots, Core
7) "Higher", Creed, Human Clay
8) "Another Day in Paradise", Phil Collins, ...But Seriously
9) "Close to Home", Emerson Lake & Palmer, Black Moon
10) "I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For", U2, The Joshua Tree
11) "Hard to Handle", the Black Crowes, Shake Your Money Maker
12) "Piece of My Heart", Janis Joplin
13) "I'd Do Anything For Love (But I Won't Do That)", Meatloaf, Bat Out of Hell 2: Back Into Hell
14) "Streets of Philadelphia", Bruce Springsteen, Philadelphia
15) "California Dreaming", the Mamas and the Papas
16) "Been Caught Stealing", Jane's Addiction, Ritual de lo Habitual
17) "I Don't Wanna Know", Phil Collins, No Jacket Required
18) "Would I Lie to You", Eurythmics
19) "Self Control", Laura Branigan
20) "Lead Me On", Teena Marie, Top Gun

OB/GYN appointments suck. They're painful. But I don't dare skip them, not since I had a bad pap 6 years ago and ended up needing the bad cells frozen off.

On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how cheesy or embarrassing), and write down your favorite line of the song. (stolen from Tam)
1) "Lately I've been in a life-locked limbo / Looking out of this smudged-up window"
2) "There are stars in the Southern Sky / And if ever you decide you should go / There is a time-sweetened honey / Down the Seven Bridges Road"
3) "There's a little black spot on the sun today / It's the same old thing as yesterday"
4) "Only time will tell / You think you're in heaven / But you're living in Hell"
5) (instrumental song)
6) "Some things never seem to change"
7) "Up high I feel like I'm alive for the very first time / Said up high I'm strong enough to take these dreams and make them mine"
8) "He can see that she's been there / Probably been moved out from every place / 'Cause she didn't fit in there"
9) (another instrumental)
10) "I believe in Kingdom Come / When all the colors will bleed into one"
11) " 'Cause, Momma, I'm hard to handle, now"
12) "Well, I'm gonna show you, baby / That a woman can be tough"
13) "But I'll never stop dreaming of you every night of my life"
14) "At night I hear the blood in my veins / Just as black and whispery as the rain"
15) "I got down on my knees / And I pretend to pray"
16) Hmmm... this one I don't listen to the lyrics so much as the bounse-y beat
17) "It's over / Oh yes, it's all over / And it's been a long time coming / Some say it's too long"
18) "I've packed my bags / Cleaned the floor / Watch me walking / Walking out the door"
19) "In the day / Nothing matters / It's the night time that matters"
20) "Turn around and see you in a crowded place / Watch for the emotions on a gaurded face"

So I'm noodling around Chudah's Corner, looking for the "Suteki da ne?" lyrics. Found those, messed around some more. Found a translation of "Liberi Fatali", from FF VIII. Damn, they rock... proves just what a genius Uematsu is.

Liberi Fatali , english translation, Nobuo Uematsu
Wake from your sleep, my children
You're childhood years are gone
Wake from your sleep, my children
Your rest is gone

Arise
Search
Go to the true garden
The garden of spring's truth

With fiery truth
Burn the evils of the world
With fiery truth
Light the darkness of the world

Farewell, children
The day has died

Grrr, I forgot how much I hate working with this gold thread.

But I'm out of books at the moment, and this thing needs to be done and framed by June, so I'd better buckle down and do it.

People to call:

1) OB/GYN, to get Depo prescription before Monday
2) Dr. Stohecker, since his office completely fubar'd the insurance filing
3) Baptist hospital, to set up the pre-surgery stuff
4) PAI, to find out how to tell these idiots to file the insurance right so it goes to PAI, and not to my defunct state health plan

I'm pre-registering for the surgery.

"You'll need to bring a $400 deposit for the surgery."

EXCUSE FUCKING ME???

I won't bring it. That's what my insurance is for, especially since I hit my deductable in January.

Oh, duh, the AC.

There's a leak in it. A part of it is rusted under the house. It's 20+ years old. I need a new one.

I told them I did not have $4,000 lying around the replace the whole system, so they shot it full of freon and took my $235.

Surgery will be Wednesday, May 19th, at 2pm.

Call me crazy (yes, I'm looking at you, Lopez), but I'm looking forward to this. One way or another, all the pain and crap I've been through since late December will be over.

.8 miles in 15 minutes. Go me!

AC at home is broken. More money.

Surgeon calls on Sunday. *wuv surgeon* Says that he talked to a second radiologist on Saturday *more wuv for surgeon* and that what the first radiologist thought was a fistula isn't.

Not having good times right now. :-p

I'm looking at what's ahead in FF X-2, and I may have to start over again. The guide I have says you need to be about level 65 to hit the Farplane. I'm about 20 levels below that. :-p

Ever wanted to spend a whole day drunk? I did that once in college... drank vodka and did vodka jello shooters and basically stayed out of my skull the whole Saturday. One girl told me to my face I was beautiful in that condition.

Lord knows I'm not feeling beautiful now, with this damn fistula giving me 9 kinds of hell because of the fistulagram.

I'm also gaining some weight. Which is worrying me a little.

Any comments about that not being a problem will get you smacked.

Because I can't do anything half-way...

They think they saw TWO fistulas. One behind the valve (that's the one we knew about), and another on the other end of the pouch, looks like up by where it connects to the small intestine (the fuck that come from???).

More when I hear from the surgeon...

Some magazine I've never heard of puts out a 50 worst songs list

Some of them I can understand. But please explain to me why the fuck "The Sound of Silence" by Simon and Garfunkle is on that list?!?!?

Every tried to read The Silmarillion? I have. Painful.

Here is a much better version

Well, there HAD been a Quizilla thing here... but the pic refuses to show. So to hell with it.

My boss: Do you want some overtime?
Me (thinking): Is the sky blue?

My co-worker is out because of a ceiling leak. Considering I'll probably miss most - if not all - of Thurseday, I'll take what I can get.

Need more books tho... I went through 518 pages of The Amber Spyglass in less than 8 hours...

Duke's cutting 8am classes to help sleep deprived students.

Bah. Wimps. The students need to learn that can't party all the time. A few F's for not showing up will learn them.

No offense, but what kind of irony is it when the CEO of McDonald's dies unexpectedly of a heart attack?

The surgeon got the films yesterday, and of course they're useless to him.

More tests Thurseday.

I'm going shooting with my boss again today. Sounds like a great way to release stress. He also said something about there "being a crowd". I think he's been bragging on me, or something. That, or everyone who's seen the target up in my office wants to see if it was really me shooting. ;-)

edited to add PS: Yes, I know, I promised pictures. Mom got a free digital camera when Dad got his new laptop, and it's at my house. I just need to break out of this funk and do something with it.

Otherworld Nobuo Uematsu

Go on if you want it.
An otherworld awaits you
Don't you give up on it.
You bite the hand that feeds you.

All alone cold fields you wander
Memories of it, cloud your sight
Fills your dreams, disturbs your slumber
Lost your way, a fallen knight

Hold now, aim is steady
An otherworld awaits you.
One thousand years--you ready?
The otherworld it takes you

Go into the sand and the dust in the sky
Go now, there's no better plan than to do or to die
Free me pray to the faith in the face of the light
Feed me fill me with sin now get ready to fight

You know you will
You know you will
You know you know you know you know that you will
You know you know you know you know that you will

Fight fight fight
Fight fight fight
Fight fight fight

Hope dies and you wander
The otherworld it makes you
Dreams they rip asunder
The otherworld it hates you
Free now ride up on it
Up to the heights it takes you
Go on if you want it.
An otherworld awaits you

Ya know, I bitch about my co-workers, whine about the network guys, and routinely beome thunderstruck at the stupidity of the lawyers.

And then my boss decides to bring me some ice. Not in a cup. In one of the silver ice buckets.

:-)

The radiology group at Palms of Pasadena hospital is in big trouble now.

Friday afternoon I faxed a request for them to OVERNIGHT my films to the surgeon up here.

I call the surgeon's office this morning, they haven't gotten them.

I call the radiology group, they sent them IN THE REGULAR MAIL. God only knows when they'll get to my surgeon.

I am not amused.

If Dawn and I were a tag team, I think this would be our entrance music. If we weren't using something from FF X. Like "Otherworld". Or Seymour's psycho fight music. Or some of the hauntingly painful piano music that lets you know all along this isn't a happy ending.

"Can't Not", by Alanis Morissette
I'd be lying if I said I was completely unscathed
I might be proving you right with my silence or my retaliation
Would I be letting you win in my non reaction?

How would I explain?
How would I explain this to my children if I had them?

Because I can't not
Because I can't not
Because I can't afford to be misread one more time...

The surgery has failed.

More surgery soon.

Students complaining about book costs

So what else is new? When I was in college 10 years ago I was paying nearly $1000 a year for books.

Did you play with Barbies/G.I. Joes:: I don’t think I ever owned any G. I Joes. Transformers, yes. I wish I still had the Contructicons…
Did you own Treasure Trolls:: No
Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210:: No
Did you play Simon Says:: I think in pre-school.
Did you watch Fraggle Rock:: Yes
Did you wet the bed:: For a short period, yes, when my bladder was too small for the rest of me.
Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed:: No
Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them:: No
Were you shy:: Painfully
Were you spoiled:: No
Did you go to the circus:: Yes
Did you go to the zoo:: Yes
Were you in a car accident:: In high school, yes.
Did you build snowmen:: Yes
Did you cry when you scraped your knee:: Probably
Were your older cousins mean to you:: No, because I barely ever saw them. Years would go by without seeing them.
Did you think slinkies were cool:: Yes
Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer:: No
Were you afraid of the dark:: No
Did you have slumber parties:: No
Did you have New Kids on the Block sheets, pillows, pajamas, sleeping bag?:: No, but my little sister owned every tape and had several posters.
Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany:: No
Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy:: Of course

What Is Your Opinion Of The Following
Eminem:: angry poet
Virgins:: good for them
God:: is what you need at the time
The Osbournes:: never watched any of it
Reality TV:: is as real as the rest of TV
J.Lo:: never seen any of her movies, don’t like her music
Religion:: is also what you need at the time
Emo music:: don’t know what that is
Valentine's Day:: bah humbug
Christina Aguilera's comeback:: She left?
Homosexuals:: Love as thou wilt
Abortion:: I hope you never need one
Inter-racial relationships:: Love as thou wilt
Murder:: a distinct possibility at times
Death:: not the end you think it is
Obesity:: too close to home
Pre-marital sex:: can’t stop it by preaching at them
Terrorism:: is not as easy as the government would have you believe, else the Golden Gate Bridge would’ve been blown up 10 times over
Pornography:: if it works for you, fine, I don’t want to see it, thank you.
Fortune Tellers:: mostly street hacks
Threesomes:: Love as thou wilt
Prostitution:: sad
Politics:: a barely necessary evil
Country music:: most of it sounds the same to me, like all the pop stuff
George W. Bush:: What were ya’ll thinking when you voted for him?
Cloning:: A possibility for those of us who have had body parts/organs removed
Britney's boobs:: overexposed
Gas prices in America:: Too high, but no-one’s going to do anything about it.

The old "Dune" movie is going back (what a waste of time). Should be getting Kenshin vol 17 and Emerson, Lake, and Palmer: Welcome Back by Wednesday, and then Cadfael: The Rose Rent by the weekend.

334 in the queue, BTW. ;-)

Added Kurt to the blog-list on the side. He's posts some very interesting stuff sometimes over on the DVDVR board.

Ugh, I think I need to re-randomize my Netflix queue (306!!). Now I've got a bunch of TV stuff and music stuff crammed together at the bottom.

I'm never happy, I know. ;-) I'm also bored. ;-)

Stole this from Tam, who is the Goddess of All Cool Meme's

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
It's the Columbia Phone Book. 4th line is the phone number if you're calling in a phone problem from your cell phone.

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
The telephone, which just rang with some lawyer calling for help on my personal line instead of the help desk line.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Some of the extras from my "The Dark Crystal" DVD.

4. WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
A bit after 11am.

5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
11:14am

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The IKON center's timeclock just clunked.

7. When did you last step outside? what were you doing?
Getting out of the car and walking to the office.

8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?
Rich's blog.

9. What are you wearing?
Ankle-length black skirt, long-sleaved grey shirt, grey/white checked oversweater, flats, hair down.

10. Did you dream last night?
Yes.

11. When did you last laugh?
Probably while shopping with Mom yesterday.

12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?
This bland cream paint; the target that I killed last Halloween; my Word Expert MOUS certificate, framed; several color print-outs of pictures from the Hubble; a color print-out of the FF X logo; a color print-out of several Autobots; color print-outs of my family; the Bene Gisserit Litany Against Fear; an email my Mom sent me; the Chinese character for "Prosperity", framed; a cross-stitch I did that needs to be framed; a picture of a Troll Hunter (a pencil drawing used to promot WarCraft III at one point online) colored by me; a small wooden calender Heather gave me for Christmas a couple of years ago. *phew*

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Every time I look in the mirrir...

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It's a nice way to pass the time since I left my sewing in the car (and probably wouldn't be doing it anyways).

15. What is the last film you saw?
"End of Evangelion". Bleh.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
A Honda Insight.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
I love watching the trees.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I'll pass, this one is personal.

19. Do you like to dance?
I did. I do sometimes when no-one's looking. I think I was Raving before there were Raves, tho. ;-)

20. George Bush: is he a power-crazy nutcase or some one who is finally doing something that has needed to be done for years?
He's a dumbass.

21a. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Amanda Lee

21b. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Stephen Arthur

22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Living abroad? No.

270 in the NetFlix queue...

CNN.com has a poll asking who's to blame for the rising gas prices, cut backs in production or environmental laws.

How about c) the gas companies, who know that most Americans are so addicted to their SUV's and other gas guzzlers, and who absolutely cannot carpool or anything like that, will pay whatever it takes without really doing anything about it.

Back to work.

Especially since I'm about 5 days short on the paycheck I'm about to get. :-p

Well, I've beaten Final Fantasy X.

Now I'm about to go spend money I really shouldn't to order FF X-2. I can't stop caring about these characters. And I sure as hell am not leaving without knowing for sure what happened to Tidus.

How I had dinner:

1) Pop a can of Campbell's Chunky steak and potato soup
2) Pour into bowl
3) Get out slotted spoon
4) Strain out all of the chunks
5) Nuke the thick, tasty broth
6) Enjoy first hot meal since Tuesday

Everything went fine yesterday, except for ending up with a migraine. So far today, things look good.

Let me tell you, drinking Fleet Phosphor Soda sucks ass.

1. When John F. Kennedy was shot (11/22/1963)
2. When the Great Northeast Blackout occurred. (11/9/1965)
3. When Sesame Street premiered. (11/10/1969)
4. When Black September murdered eleven Israeli Olympic athletes. (9/6/1972)
5. When Patty Hearst and members of the SLA robbed the Hibernia Bank in San Francisco. (4/15/1974)

For all of the above, I wasn't born yet.

6. When Saturday Night Live first aired. (10/11/1975)

I was 1 month and 1 day old, so I probably slept through it.

7. When the USA celebrated its Bicentennial. (7/4/1976)

I was less than a year old, living in Richmond, VA. No memories.

8. When the first recorded outbreak of Legionnaires Disease was announced. (7/22/1976)

See above.

9. When the Love Canal chemical waste dump was revealed to the public. (10/3/1976)

Just over a year old, no memories.

10. When Elvis died. (8/16/1977)

I was almost 2, living in Alexandria, VA. No memories.

11. When Rev. Jim Jones and his cult at Jonestown committed mass-suicide. (11/18/1978)

I was 3, and my little sister was a couple of weeks old. No memories.

12. When the Three Mile Island nuclear disaster occurred. (3/28/1979)

I was 3 1/2, had better things to do than watch TV.

13. When ~70 Americans were taken hostage at the US Embassy in Iran. (11/4/1979)

I don't remember them being taken hostage. I think I have a vague memory of them coming home.

14. When the U.S. Olympic hockey team beat Russia. (2/22/1980)

No memory.

15. When Mt. St. Helens blew (5/18/1980)

I was almost 5, living in Falls Church, VA. I remember seeing this on the news, but it didn't affect me since it was so far away.

16. When John Lennon was killed. (12/8/1980)

No memory.

17. When Ronald Reagan was shot by John Hinckley, Jr.. (3/30/1981)

I remember there was a lot of concern about this, but only because we lived right outside of Washington and Mom worked downtown. I have more memories of the plane crash/subway crash than this, tho.

18. When Lady Diana Spencer married Prince Charles. (7/29/1981)

I remember watching parts of this on TV.

19. When the first victim of the “Tylenol Terrorist” died. (9/29/1982)

No memory.

20. When the TV-movie "The Day After" aired. (11/20/1983)

No memory.

21. When the gas leak occurred in the Bhopal, India, Union Carbide plant. (12/3/1984)

No memory. I do remember when Indira Ghandi died, tho.

22. When the space shuttle Challenger exploded (1/28/1986)

I was 10 years old, a 5th grader in Dallas, TX. Dad came to pick us up from school looking very sad. I asked him what was wrong, and he asked, "They didn't tell you?" He told us. I remember being so shocked, because we'd always watch the launchings on TV. To this day I cannot watch the footage of the explosion.

23. When the Chernobyl nuclear power plant exploded. (4/26/1987)

I don't remember anything about this, which is odd.

24. When the Exxon Valdez oil spill occurred. (3/24/1989)

I remember being outraged.

25. When the 7.1 earthquake hit San Francisco (10/7/1989)

I'm'a pass on this one, the memories associated with this are not for sharing.

26. When the Berlin Wall fell (11/7/1989)

Wishing I could be there.

27. When the Gulf War began (1/16/1991)

Babysitting some kids.

28. When OJ Simpson was chased in his White Bronco (6/17/1994)

In college, rolling my eyes at the absurdity of it all.

29. When the Alfred P. Murrah Federal Building in Oklahoma City was bombed (4/19/1995)

In college, at the little college post office. The lady behind the counter was glued to the TV, so I watched it.

30. When the Heaven's Gate cult committed mass-suicide. (3/26/1997)

At college. I remember reading that Nichelle Nichols (Lt. Uhura) had a brother in the cult.

31. When Princess Di was killed (8/31/1997)

At home in North Charleston, SC. Mom said something about it, and my first words were, "Her poor sons."

32. When Bush was first announced President (11/7/2000)

Probably at work. No real memory.

33. When the 6.8 earthquake hit Nisqually, WA (2/28/2001)

I don’t remember this at all.

34. When terrorists destroyed the World Trade Center (9/11/2001)

At work. I had taken off the day b efore because it was my 26th birthday. First I got a call from someone saying they were having trouble getting to the Internet, and they wanted to know something about a fire at the World Trade Center. I tried to get to news websites, but the Internet had slowed to a crawl. About the time that a picture of one of planes hitting on the towers came up, the lady came into my office, grabbed me by the arm, and dragged me into a spare office where a TV was set up. About 10 - 20 minutes later the first tower came down, and I said, "The other won't stay up."

35. When Columbia disintegrated during re-entry over Texas. (2/1/2003)

At home, it was a Saturday morning. I was on Aardwolf, and someone said something about it. I called Mom to tell her.

(poking Blogger)

Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits
What color are your sheets:: Yellow, dark blue, darker blue, and dark green
What color are your bedroom walls:: pale lavender
Do you have posters on your wall:: Yes
If so of what:: 2 of Orlando Bloom
Do you have a tv in your bedroom:: No
How many pillows are on your bed:: One
What do you normally sleep in:: shirt and gym shorts
Describe your favorite pair of pajamas::
What size bed do you have:: Single
Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: No
Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom:: The cell phone is often in there, but that’s it.
Describe the last nightmare you had:: Something about getting chased
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: Not any more
How many people can comfortably sleep comfortably in your bed:: 1
Any unusual sleeping positions:: On my back, usually, so my sinuses don’t get clogged up
Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling:: Not since college
Do you snore:: No
How about drool:: Very rarely
Do you have an alarm clock in your room:: Yes
What color is the carpet in your room:: A reddish Persian rug
What's under your bed:: Cat fur

This or that
loser/wannabe:: wannabe
Doughnuts/bagels:: Bagels, toasted, butter or cream cheese or peanut butter
Day/night:: Day
Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west:: East
Heaven/hell:: Heaven
Make love/have sex:: I wish...
Coffee/tea:: Both
Hamburgers/hotdogs:: Depends
Rap/rock:: Both
Britney/Christina:: Orlando
Swiss cheese/american cheese:: American
Real World/Road Rules:: sucks
Backstreet Boys/*Nsync:: Ding, dong, the witch is dead
Silver/gold:: Silver
Nike/Adidas:: Whatever’s on sale
McDonalds/Taco Bell:: Taco Bell
Sweet/sour:: Sour
Punk/emo:: What’s emo?
Hot/cold:: Hot
Winter/summer:: Summer
Spring/fall:: Spring
Operas/plays:: Plays
Read/watch tv:: Read
Cd's/tapes:: CDs
Dvd's/vhs:: DVDs
Old/new:: Depends
Shorts/skirts:: Skirts, long
Pink/red:: Purple
Colored pictures/black and white photos:: Both
Meat/vegetables:: Depends
Mexican food/chinese food:: Depends
Commercials/infomercials:: TV off
Scary movies/comedies:: Depends on the comedian
Bikinis/one piece bathing suits:: Bikini (shows off the scars, ya know)
Sandals/tennis shoes:: None
Dogs/cats:: Cats
Unicorns/fairies:: Both
Water/land:: Water
Sugar/spice:: and everything nice
Black/white:: Black
ribbons/bows:: Blech
Chicken/beef:: Beef
Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights:: No lights
Cars/trucks:: Trucks
Austin Powers/James Bond:: Bond would eliminate Powers without even breathing hard
Popcorn/pretzels:: Popcorn, although when I was a kid I loved soft pretzels
Hip/hop:: Yes
Passionate kiss/peck:: Passionate kisses
WWE wrestling/ real wrestling:: Ah, wrestling…
Back rub/foot massage:: Back rub
Picture frames/photo albums:: Frames
Pens/pencils:: Pens

Just to prove how big a dork I am... my NetFlix queue is now also kept as a spreadsheet here at work, so when I add stuff I can re-arrange it easier. :-p

Color Personality Test Report
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For: Jennifer
Gender: female
Test Mode: -two_run-
Report Date: Monday, March 29, 2004 9:27:13 AM

Choosed Color Sequence:
1. Violet 2. Dark Blue 3. Black 4. Gray 5. Blue-Green 6. Brown 7. Orange-Red 8. Bright Yellow
1. Violet 2. Dark Blue 3. Black 4. Gray 5. Blue-Green 6. Brown 7. Orange-Red 8. Bright Yellow

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Personality Report:

1. DESIRED OBJECTIVES OR BEHAVIOR DICTATED BY DESIRED OBJECTIVES:
Longs for a tender and sympathetic bond and for a situation of idealized harmony. Has an imperative need for tenderness and affection. Susceptible to anything esthetic.


2. THE EXISTING SITUATION OR BEHAVIOR APPROPRIATE TO THE EXISTING SITUATION:
Dissatisfied. The need to escape continued involvement with her present circumstances makes it imperative for her to find some solution.


3. CHARACTERISTICS UNDER RESTRAINT OR BEHAVIOR INAPPROPRIATE TO THE EXISTING SITUATION:
Feels that she cannot do much about her existing problems and difficulties and that she must make the best of things as they are. Able to achieve satisfaction through sexual activity.


4. REJECTED OR SUPPRESSED CHARACTERISTICS OR ANXIETY-LADEN CHARACTERISTICS:
Stresses resulting from disappointment have led to agitation and anxiety. Eager to make a good impression, but worried and doubtful about the likelihood of succeeding. Feels that she has a right to anything she might hope for, and becomes helpless and distressed when circumstances go against her. Finds the mere possibility of failure most upsetting and this can even lead to nervous prostration. Seeks herself as a "victim" who has been misled and abused, mistakes this dramatization for reality and tries to convince herself that her failure to achieve standing and recognition is the fault of others. Unrealistic self-justification.


5. THE ACTUAL PROBLEM OR BEHAVIOR RESULTING FROM STRESS:

#1:
Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to anxiety, and she is distressed by the lack of any close and understanding relationships. She attempts to escape into a substitute world in which these disappointments are submerged and things are more nearly as she desires them to be.

#2:
Disappointment at the non-fulfillment of her hopes and the fear that to formulate fresh goals will only lead to further setbacks have resulted in considerable anxiety. She is trying to escape from this into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, protecting her from dissatisfaction and lack of appreciation.


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Color Test MX
Copyright 2003 vivalite
Core Version: 1.2 BETA (Build 12022003)

Thanks Dr. Max Lüscher and his fellow's excelence theory.
Please keep this programe for NO PROFIT use only!


Holy. Fuck. There's a couple of wrongs (I know what they are), but this is... ouch.

Off to Wildside. Be back Sunday!

Favorites
Color:: Purple, dark blue, black
Food:: chocolate, Italian, steak
Song:: too many to list
Show:: Rurouni Kenshin
School subject:: Math, Computer Science
Band/singer/artist:: Black Crowes, Vanessa Carlton
Animal:: Cats
Outfit:: Jeans and a shirt
Radio station:: They all suck here
Movie:: too many to list
Pair of shoes:: None
Cartoon:: Kenshin, Slayers
Actor::
Actress::
Potato chip:: Doritos
Drink:: Whiskey, straight
Soda:: Dr. Pepper, but only rarely
Holiday:: Christmas
Perfume/cologne::
Pizza topping:: Cheese
Jello flavor:: Lemon
Lunch meat:: turkey bologna
Card Game:: Spider Solitaire
Video game:: Right now, Final Fantasy X
Website:: DVDVR, Delphi, The Other Arena
Book:: “Lord of the Rings”
Computer game:: Diablo II
Number:: 7
Cereal:: don’t eat it much
Comedian::
Dessert:: Cheesecake
Disney character:: Beauty
Clothing store:: Goodwill, Wal-Mart
Past time:: playing video/computer games, reading, sleeping
Teacher:: Q, Ven
Childhood toy:: Transformers
Carnival game/ride:: The swings that go round and round
Candy bar:: Dove chocolate
Magazine::
Salad dressing:: Ranch, Paul Newman’s Oil and Vinegar
Thing to do on the weekend:: Shopping, sleep, nothing
Hot drink:: Coffee
Season:: Spring, Fall
Sport to watch:: Football
Person to talk to online:: Janice, Jim

What song do you swear was written about you or your life:: “The Unforgiven”
What's the most embarrassing cd you own:: I’m not ashamed of my CD/MP3 collection. ;-)
What's the best cd you own:: “Children of Dune”
What song do you absolutely hate:: Most of the ones on the radio
Do you sing in the shower:: No
What song reminds you of that special someone:: “A Thousand Miles”

Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!
Pink::
Aerosmith:: Everytime when I look in the mirror / All these lines in my face getting clearer
Madonna:: You’re frozen / When your heart’s not open
Korn:: Feeling like a freak on a leash / Feeling like I have no release
Backstreet Boys::
The Beatles:: All you need is love, love / Love is all you need
Sublime::
J.Lo::
Nsync::
Limp Bizkit:: Now I know why you wanna hate me / ‘Cause hate is all the world’s even seen lately
Stacie Orrico::
Creed:: There’s a peace inside us all
Britney Spears:: You drive me crazy / I just can’t sleep / I’m so excited / I’m in too deep / Oh, crazy / But it feels alright
Good Charlotte::
Christina Aguilera::
Eminem:: But no matter how many fish in the sea / It would feel so empty without me
Kelly Clarkson::
Kelly Osbourne::
Mandy Moore::
Eve::
Aaliyah::
Nelly::
Alicia Keys::
Incubus::

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Moderate
Schizotypal:	High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

How many siblings do you have:: 1 full, 2 half
What are your siblings names:: Rebecca Lynn (full sister), Heather Ruth, and Martin Lawrence
What are your parents names:: Jean and Doug
How many siblings does your mother have:: 1, my aunt Jone (yes, that’s the real spelling)
How many siblings does your father have:: 3, my aunt Mertie, and my uncles Walter and Vern
Where are your parents from:: Dad’s family is from North Carolina; Mom’s family is from Pennsylvania
Is your family close:: Yes and no. It’s complicated.
Does your family get together for holidays:: We try.
Do you have a drunk uncle:: Nope.
Any medical problems run through your family:: Anuryisms, Colitis/Crohn’s, Depression
Does someone in your family wear a toupee:: Nope
Do you have any nieces or nephews:: 3 each: Hillary, Alaina, Raven, Joshua, Caleb, and Timothy Jacob (TJ)
Are your parents divorced:: No, although they might as well be not married, according to Mom
Do you have step parents:: No
Has your family ever disowned another member of your family:: No
Did some of your family come to America from another country:: Except for those who are Native American (and I have a some, but a very little some), all families come to America from another country.

Have you ever been in love:: Yes
How many people have you said: Have I said what?
How many people have you been in REAL love with:: All love is real
How many people have you kissed:: *shrug*
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex:: Only in a friendly, non-sexual way
How many people have you dated:: Enough
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: A decent sense of humor; shared experiences
What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:: Smile, eyes
Do you have a crush right now:: Yes
If so who is it:: Him
Do you believe in love at first sight:: Yes
Do you remember your first love:: Yes.
Who is the first person you kissed:: Jimmy Elders
Do you believe in fate:: Yes.
Do you believe in soul mates:: Yes
If so do you believe you'll ever find yours:: Yes


111 in the Netflix queue! w00t~!

Both Rich and Tam have this on their blogs. I'm putting mine up a section at a time, when I think/feel/get around to doing it.

What is your full name:: Jennifer Lee Sigman
Spell your first name backwards:: Refinnej (I use that on Aardwolf. Couldn’t think of anything else at the time.)
Date of birth:: September 10, 1975
Male or female:: Female
Astrological sign:: Virgo
Nicknames:: Jenn
Occupation:: Helping law people with their computers
Height:: 5' 4"
Weight:: Between 115 and 120, depending on when I last bothered to eat a decent meal.
Hair color:: Brown
Eye color:: Blue
Where were you born:: Richmond, VA
Where do you reside now:: Columbia, SC
Age:: 28
What does your screen name stand for:: Which one?.
Pets:: Goldeneye, Kahvi, and Sweet Thing (all cats)
Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake:: None
Piercings:: Not anymore. Last time I tried to pierce my ears (late 1998) they got and stayed infected, so I let them close and haven’t bothered since then. At one point in college I had two in each ear.
Tattoos:: I have scars instead
Shoe size:: 6 1/2
Righty or lefty:: Righty.
Wearing:: Ankle-length skirt, knee-high hose, turtle-neck sweater, hair unbound
Hearing:: (checks WinAMP) “I Alone” by Live
Eating/drinking:: Unsweet tea

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Very Low
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Moderate
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Moderate
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test

Unconscious mutterings

1. Wife:: Partner
   
2. Criminal:: intent
   
3. Campaign:: bullshit
   
4. Infection:: sucks
   
5. Portland:: Oregon
   
6. NASCAR:: don't get it
   
7. IMAX:: want to see one
   
8. Martian:: they're out there
   
9. Nike:: way too expensive
   
10. Trial:: jury
    

Put the links in ABC order (it's the Virgo in me), and added another online comic.

create your own personalized map of the USA
or write about it on the open travel guide

Of those 25 states, I have lived in Virginia, Tennessee, Texas, Georgia, South Carolina, and Ohio.

(sigh)

Why do I always get the stupid people in these classes?

Gods help me... there's a loud-mouthed woman in here. She's making up for the fact she's an idiot by being loud and obnoxious. The teacher's falling for it.

I should've brought the headphone to my MP3 player...

thwapping Blogger for trying to eat my post

Dusty Rhodes is gonna be at Hardcore Hell Friday night! Sweet! I fully expect to become a complete mark. :-p

76 moves in the Netflix queue. The first 10 are:

1) Rurouni Kenshin, vol 15
2) The Core
3) Tomb Raider
4) Rurouni Kenshin, vol 16
5) The End of Evangelion
6) S. W. A. T.
7) Rurouni Kenshin, vol 17
8) Akira
9) Laura Croft, the Cradle of Life (altho that may change if I really despise Tomb Raider)
10) Rurouni Kenshin, vol 18

Morning! ;-)

Whoo! 64 movies in an hour of looking. ;-) Stuff like "Deep Space Nine: season 1" (which I barely remember, and everyone says it gets better every season) and "Babylon 5: season 1" (I've only seen a handful of later episodes), the rest of the Kenshin I never watched, some Evangelion, a bunch of Cadfael mysteries, and other random anime (Inu Yusha, Cowboy Bebop, etc.) that I've been hearing about but never seen. And Transformers seasons. I figure that'll keep me occupied while I'm recovering from my outpatient surgery. ;-)

Now I need to learn how to balance watching those and beating FF X. ;-) Ah well, more projects in life. I sleep too much anyways. ;-)

I've done it... I've broken down and joined up with NetFlix. 20 movies in the queue and counting...

You are Marcie!


Which Peanuts Character are You?
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(starts humming the theme)

You are Emily Dickinson! Not all that much is
known about Emily Dickinson, probably because
she holed herself up in her room and wrote
poetry. She didn't have very many connections
with the world outside her house, and her
poetry is very introspective and
compartmentalized. You need to get out more.


Which famous poet are you? (pictures and many outcomes)
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Yeah, but she wrote some damn powerful poetry.

Grunge! You're all about the music and would even
turn your back on fame just to stay true to
your roots... You reached your high in the
early '90s, but you're still making some good
stuff! Keep rocking!


What genre of rock are you?
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Yeah, but I wouldn't put a shotgun in my mouth and leave a mess for my wife and kid to find...

Finally remembered the Friday Five

If you...
1. ...owned a restaurant, what kind of food would you serve?
Hmmmm... no seafood, no chicken. Asian and Italian influenced food. Don't fear the tofu!

2. ...owned a small store, what kind of merchandise would you sell?
Anime and manga.

3. ...wrote a book, what genre would it be?
Fantasy

4. ...ran a school, what would you teach?
Computers and math, girls only.

5. ...recorded an album, what kind of music would be on it?
My versions of lots of different stuff.

I say... and you think?

1. Old Navy:: Overpriced
   
2. Out:: Where I should be
   
3. Indecent:: is different for every person
   
4. UPN:: Don't get it
   
5. Pupil:: Student
   
6. Toothpaste:: preferably something with some whitening in it, since I refuse to give up coffee and tea, or pay $800 to my dentist to get it done professionally
   
7. 1999:: didn't Prince retire that damn song?
   
8. Passion:: hidden
   
9. Social security:: Dead in 5 years
   
10. Cliff:: Nestea plunge
    

Flexitarians

I love it! Now I know what to call myself. I like to be as vegetarian as possible, but there are days when a good thick steak hits the spot.

Refinancing went fine, I get money on Monday.

Raven's in the hospital getting rehydrated, she's lost 5 pounds in a day or two from throwing up all the time. :-(

Refinancing is today at 1pm. YAY!!! No mortgage payment for 3 months!

The outpatient procedure is the 31st at 3pm. If you can spare a kind thought at the time, please do. I really want this to work.

The addiction of going through Amazon's "Recommendations" and "New For You" sections is only equalled by the frustration as the damn thing pops up a "Cannot be found" every 3 clicks.

Sandra comes by, saying she's thrown up. But she's still here.

Of course she won't leave... it would interfere with her martyr complex. Then people wouldn't notice her.

Would you survive a horror movie? Find out @ She's Crafty

An article about some outlawed fertility treatment that's legal in other countries

The woman in this article makes me want to scream. HELLO, BITCH?!? There are THOUSANDS of children waiting to be adopted. The fact that you can't conceive might be a fucking clue from someone that you need to look elsewhere. Why do you think your genetic material is so fucking important that it just has to be passed on?

Blatantly stolen from Tam, who got it from somewhere she didn't link to. ;-)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
01 | Others being disappointed in me
02 | What others think of me after I do something
03 | When I know something ahead of time.
THREE THINGS I LOVE:
01 | My friends
02 | My family, despite our issues (or because of)
03 | My cats
THREE THINGS I HATE:
01 | Stupid people
02 | Shallow people
03 | Petty people
THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
01 | Japanese language
02 | Him
03 | Why people do crazy things to their hair
THREE THINGS THAT WOULD DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
01 | Different
02 | Calm
03 | Mysterious
THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY LOOKS:
01 | Thin
02 | Short
03 | Long hair
THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO WELL:
01 | Crochet
02 | Deal with pettiness
03 | Forget
THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
01 | Crossbreed
02 | Final Fantasy X soundtrack
03 | Metallica (Load and everything previous)
I SAY THE MOST:
01 | Kiddo
02 | Take care
03 | Why?
THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
01 | Filet Mignon
02 | Chocolate
03 | Fettucini Alfredo
THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
01 | Japanese
02 | to play the pipe organ
03 | more ancient history
THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
01 | Tea, unsweet, with lemon
02 | Water
03 | Coffee
THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
01 | Jayce and the Wheeled Warriors
02 | Transformers
03 | Thundercats
THREE BAD HABITS YOU HAVE:
01 | Chewing my lips
02 | Getting aggrevated with people
03 | Not eating right
THREE SONGS YOU CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO:
01 | "A Thousand Miles" by Vanessa Carlton
02 | "Hero" by Chad Kroger (from the "Spiderman" movie)
03 | "Dare" by Stan Bush (from "The Transformers" movie)
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE SUMMER ENDS:
01 | Tier my character on Aardwolf
02 | Beat Final Fantasy X
03 | Go to the beach

I say... and you think...

1. Dogma:: got run over by my karma
   
2. Spirit:: inside, outside
   
3. Voodoo:: interesting
   
4. Demon:: we all have one
   
5. Digital:: camera
   
6. Ceremony:: group vs. individual
   
7. Research:: much needed
   
8. Career:: here
   
9. Penis:: rolls eyes
   
10. Film:: expensive to get developed
    

I don't need surgery! Woo-hoo!!

The doctor is pretty sure he can fix the fistula through outpatient.

Now to get the damn bank to finish my refinancing...

What's On the back seat of your car Right Now?

A book from the last MOUS class I took, my car window shade, and pillow for Wildside trips.

Yuna


Which Final Fantasy X-2 character are you?
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Duh. Yuna and I have a lot in common, and I'm only half-way or so through FF X. It's the sense of responsibility, even at the cost of self.

Angst. You are an angel of angst. Once one of
water. But your depression has caused you to
become an outcast. You love to be by yourself,
as it helps you think. You have always, and
always will wonder what has gone wrong. Your
soul has been shattered, and your wings are in
peices. But that's just you. You spend your
days searching for something. Not someone.
Though you don't know what you are looking for.
You don't even remember who you are. And are
always trying to find that person, yourself,
your soul. Which seems to have been misplaced. But.
When you find what you are looking for, it
will become clear. All tragedy will be ripped
from your wings, and your true colours will
show. And then, you are the most powerful of
them all. Hang on, keep looking for it is there. Just try not
to loose all you hope and become nothing. For
you are truly beautiful.


What Type Of Angel Have You Become?
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You are the chinese element of Water. People who
are under the element of Water are creative,
independent and intelligent. Water you are a
dreamer, but are quite vulnerable, and have
hidden agendas. The color of water is black,
and your symbol is the tortoise. Winter is the
season in which Water shines and it's months
are October/November. Your weather condition
is cold. Water is the direction of north, and
your day is Wednesday, while your planet is
Mercury. Animals under your element are
usually shelled.
Your sense is hearing, your taste is salty,
your sound is moaning and your virtue is
knowledge. Your organs are the kidneys. You
were created by Metal and control Fire.


Which of the 5 Chinese Elements Are You?
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Your Energy is Pink. You have achieved a perfect
balance between spiritual awareness and
material existence. You are usually
affectionate and warm, showing compassion and
love for others. Others find you genuine,
cooperative and friendly. You are a
humanitarian and you possess a deep
understanding of life. You may aspire to
philanthropy, or you may find yourself heading
or volunteering for agencies that create change
for the good of the whole. You are a leader
and are willing to take on much responsibility.


What color is your energy?
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*snort* Me, pink?

You are a human shadow. If a loved one needs you,
you are always right at his or her heels! Your
deep social connection with human beings
produces your qualities of genuine caring and
charisma. However, at times you are naive to
the true nature of your loved ones. Remember
that humans' gift of free will does not always
lead them in wise directions. But your essence
of love and friendship represent the other
precious gifts of humanity. Overall you are a
strikingly valuable and innocent being who has
a lot to give.

What Kind of Shadow Are You? (with gorgeous pics)
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Why aren't places open before 9am?

I go to the grocery store to get a Western Union money order, and while the registers are open, the customer support desk doesn't open until 9am. Nowhere else around that sells Western Union is open until 9am, either.

That damn bill in Georgia passed 146-16 or so.

Click on the Wildside link over on the right, then go to the message board. There's a link from Norko Kipte that has the email addresses of every single Georgia state senator. The bill is now in their house, so let them know that this is a REALLY BAD IDEA.

My God... if I lose Wildside, I don't know what I'll do.

Angel by Sarah McLachlan

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always some reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh, beautiful release
Memories seep from my veins
Let me be empty, oh, and weightless, then maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
The storm keeps on twisting
Keep on building the lies
That you make up for all that you lack
Don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness
Oh, this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees

In the arms of the angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you feel
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Once again, Representative Alan Powell is introducing legislation that would make it impossible for promoters to run in Georgia. He wants to charge $1000 a year and $250 per match.

I know he's been introducing crap like this since 2001.

Here's his contact information. Be polite.

Rep. Alan Powell
Room 401 State Capitol
Atanta, GA 30334

404-656-7856
404-657-0499 (F)

alanpowell23@hotmail.com

PO Box 248
Hartwell, GA 30643

706-376-4422

Tonight: Rain at times mixed with snow. Snow will be mainly confined to
grassy surfaces. Up to a half inch in the midlands...more snow north of
Columbia. Low: 34

Wednesday: Snow showers early, the Partly Cloudy High: 52



And it was so nice last week...

Can I go home now? Seymour (FFX reference, sorry) needs an ass-kicking.

These are the days when I want to scream.

Asked for unsweet tea at the Taco Bell. Got all the way back to the office, then took a swig. It's sweet tea.

The surgeon can't see me until April 20th. Meanwhile, I have a call in to the GI doc about the antibiotic I'm taking. It's called Cipro. To put it in perspective, it's the stuff they gave the Anthrax victims a couple of years ago. Anyways, I want to know if it's really safe to take this stuff continuously for the next 6 - 8 weeks. I'll need another script or two, too.

Oooh, I step on the network guys' toes, now I'm in trouble.

Sorry I was able and willing to help someone right away to be able to log in...

The battery died in my car Saturday. There goes another $50...

Surgeon in Florida is trying to get me to come down there. He doesn't seem to understand that I am NINE HOURS away from where he is. He doesn't seem to get that the trip is a huge hassle, financially and mentally.

He'll get it, one way or another. I've made my choice.

It's not if, but when at this point.

Surgery, that is.

My pouch is failing. I have the third fistula (this one draining to the surface) in a year. I could go back to Florida for 2 - 4 weeks to get this latest fisulta "fixed"; or, I could go back to Florida for 4 1/2 weeks to get a whole new pouch; or, I could get a local surgeon to give me a Brooke's (an external pouch for the uninformed).

If you said, "Hmmm, door #3 looks nice," then you're thinking the same way I am.

I don't know when it is quite yet. I'm holding everything off because I'm in the middle of refinancing my mortgage. I also haven't met the surgeon yet, so it'll depend on his schedule as well. Right now I'm holding steady (well, as steady as you can with a draining wound) on Cipro twice a day.

Now, if you'll excuse me, there's fiends that need thrashing on the Moonglow Road. And chocolate to eat. And whiskey to eyeball.

Baylor professor gets people to boycott Girl Scouts because the one troop dared to say Planned Parenthood is OK.

Can I buy some cookies from that troop?

Must... stop... clenching... my... jaw...

listens to my female co-workers chatting and laughing in Sandra's room

Well, I'll be answering the phones for the rest of the day. *shrug*

You are Cleopatra of the Nile. The great
biographer of the time, Plutarch, wrote of
Cleopatra, 'Her actual beauty, it is said, was
not in itself so remarkable that none could be
compared with her, or that no one could see her
without being struck by it, but the contact of
her presence, if you lived with her, was
irresistible . . . It was a pleasure merely to
hear the sound of her voice, with which, like
an instrument of many strings, she could pass
from one language to another . . .' You have a
spark in you that draws other people to you.
Indeed, you are drawn to others because you are
always curious. People can talk to you; and
you have a passion in life to know, live, love,
and learn.

What famous female ruler are you? (written for the girls)
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You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.


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You are the Goddess of Earth. You are very stable
and dependable since the Goddesses rest apon
you. You are very materialistic. Somtime cold
and distant, but that might be because you need
to get what needs to be done, done. But yet you
are everyone elses strength. You are the most
Stable of the Goddesses, since without you the
other Goddesses would not exist.
Other Earth Goddesses: Ceres, Cerridwyn, Demeter,
Gaia, Persephone, Epona, Kore, Mah, Prithivi,
Rhea, Rhiannon


Which of the Four Elemental Goddesses are you?(With Pics)
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I'm not bored... it's just too nice outside and I'm stuck here at work.

You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.


What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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Your a Magical Angel!Out of all the angels, you are
the one most afflicted with magic. You can do
many enchantments as well as sorcery. You cant
do black magic, because even though your not so
"pure" your still an angel. A very
kind and curious one at that. Magical Angels
are always very easy-going with humans, but
intrestingly enough, like to expirement with
them with their spells.


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In the Movies:

[taste]:: Do you take food or drinks into the movies? What do you like to eat/drink while you watch a movie?
Depends. If I've gone out to eat beforehand, no. Otherwise, I like water and some candy. What kind of candy depends on what the theater has.

[touch]:: Do you have a "kissing in the movies" story to share?
Yes, I have a story. Let's just say I missed most of "Basic Instinct". *blush*

[sight]:: Where do you like to sit when you go to the movies? Front, middle, back? Left, right? Does it matter? And what do you do when there´s someone sitting in front of you who´s blocking your view?
Middle of the row, front-to-middle of the rows. If someone's blocking me, usually I move.

[smell]:: If we could smell things in movies, which movie would you want to watch (and smell) and why?
I'd rather not most of the time, unless it was some scene in a restaurant.

[hearing]:: What do you do when people are talking during a movie and disturbing you? Are you the kind of person who sighs and hopes they will stop or do you say something?
Normally I'll say something like, "Would you please be quiet!" very loudly (opera training has it's uses). And no, I get mad. If they don't shut up, I'll go find the manager.

I say ... and you think ... ?

Hollywood :: fake
Censor :: government
Nascar :: redneck
Lube :: oil change
Mortgage :: refinance
Freedom :: given
Champion :: Queen
Reality TV :: stupid
New York :: big
Tease :: yes